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Name: Michael
Country: United States
State: Maryland
Birthday: 10/1/1982
Gender: Male
Interests: computers, basketball, music, breathing, firing neural connections for thinking, thinking, living (this is my favorite hobby). IM me at Pyro311reactor on AIM
Expertise: My area of expertise is myself... i know alot about myself, for instance i know that i would like to try anchovies but no one ever wants to get them, because i believe there is a conspiracy against them, so that just shows how much i know.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Computers (Software)
Message: message me
Member Since:
7/29/2003
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| I just got home from ozzfest. man what a blast. I wish i
could have gone all day but i had work till 5:00. my boss let me
leave 30 minutes early though and that meant that james (co-worker) and
i made it by 6pm. which in all actuality was great because we got
there with enough time to see avenged sevenfold, disturbed, and system
of a down play. MAN WAS IT FREAKING AWESOME. the avenged set
wasnt that energetic in terms of crowd but then again most of them had
been there since 9am. We missed ozzy but eh. DISTURBED GOT
THE HOUSE GOING. yeah it coulda been more but they definitly got
life back into the crowd just in time for SOAD. I definitly
would see SOAD again if it werent for their hiatus coming
up. im glad i got to see them once before because no one knows
when the next time youll get a chance. They totatly rocked the
house and got people up and out of their seats. definitly worth
the 13 dollars i paid for tickets!!!!!.
anyway i will talk to you all later. remember 18 days and counting.
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| First things first, go here now!!!
Please get your 311 tickets ASAP if you are going. if you need the information its:
where: Nissan Pavillion
when: August 25, 2006 at 6:30 pm
how much: $25 general admission tickets (same as last year) + ticketmasters little bitch fee.
it should be a good show. one of the opening bands is the
wailers, as in bob marley's the wailers. please get the tickets
when you can and let me know, i want to know how many people are coming.
man its been a month since i updated. lots of shit happened since
then. 4th of july happened, night out to see superman happened, night
out to see pirates of the carribean happened, return of the house party
happened lol
coincidently the one thing all 4 had in common was that i got
drunk. Its been a good month i would say. 4th of july was
loads of fun. got to hang out with bunn and mary all day and
night, went skinny dipping and jsut had a relaxing time. Too bad
we didnt get to go out on the boat but in the end that was good cause
the rain storm came. The house party was really awesome.
The best part was seeing so many old friends. people like
tommy, sumi, bert, martin, chris, matt, etc all came and hung out at
jbs house. Reminded me of old times.
other than partying not much really has happened. oh well except
paintball, done that 2 times now and its been fun both
times. something primal i guess in sneaking around the
woods trying to shoot people
.... ug i got work, ill finish this later.
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| Here it is guys... this is the vid with the best song EVER. the video is just eh but the song is golden!!!!
http://media.putfile.com/Cookingbythebook
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| Its 3:54 am and im just chilling. Got work in about 6 hours but
oh well. Really im just on cause its been a while since i
updated. Been doing good, went to myrtle beach for a week
:). had some fun with vlad amy brian and jen. we went put
putting and out to eat. mostly it was relaxing which is def.
something i needed. I drank some but I had no where the amount i
could have had. It was good. Unfortunatly Kelly was not
able to come with us, she was in michigan at the time.
I still havnt talked to her about what i wanted to talk to her
about. god im a goober. And to think the best time would
have been after fri. night on the ride home. It would have been
perfect seeing as Larry called her my girlfriend like 1000000000 times
that night. Man im so nervous to bring it up lol. not only
that but we were in the car and i apologized for larry saying that
seeing as how i guess its not quite where we are, but then shes like "i
dont mind". So that either means she a) really doesnt mind that
he said it and thats it, just more of an eh attitude OR she likes the
idea GAH how do you decide!!!!!! I definitly took after my dad in
these kinds of matters. i.e. im totally clueless sometimes.
I guess there is one other thing that might be holding me back.
Since i got back from the beach ive been entering that kind of
period/state of mind where I just feel devoid of any original thought
or idea and am rather dull to talk to. Ive made reference to it
before and it comes and goes like the tide. Sometimes im up and
im out there and feel like im doing great. Then there are these
times where it feels like its best if i were to just shut up and not
talk cause everything coming out is just retarded and in no way
interesting/funny. Its about this time that people dont hear from
me as much, and i dont update xanga that often. so that said how
does this help/hurt the relationship with kelly? honestly when we
were in the car it wasnt that bad, somehow we talked and had a
conversation and it lasted until we got to marys and then again on the
way back. In fact i think both ways we really didnt have the
music on even. So im not really sure about where im at.
when we talk online though its like i got nothing, maybe im just too
distracted when im on the computer and talking on the phone would be a
better option (im much more inclined to leave the computer than to turn
off all applications when im on the computer talking... i mean i got
stuff i can be doing online. reading the news/mixing some
music/playing games/etc. its just when you are on aim its hard
sometimes to not get wrapped up in something while waiting for a
response, then add in my current mood and i guess it doesnt really
work) I wouldnt mind talking to her a little more so maybe ill
see about that. I guess the only prob with that is that we both
hate the phone... now theres a paradox. Bah but maybe i shouldnt
worry. maybe its just best that we talk in person.
sometimes one can have a great conversation with another in person and
not online or vice versa.... Id much rather have the first
option. either way in conclusion
1) i want to talk to kelly about advancing our relationship or at least
its direction to make sure were on the same page after 2+ months of
dating
2) Im too nervous to talk to her in person
3) I dont feel like talking to her online is as good as when we talk in
person (though dont get me wrong here, i feel like its more my fault
than her and talking to here in person/on phone/online/in text is
always something i like).
4) therefore im a total idiot!
ok sleep time now, then i have work tomorrow, then kelly and i both
have the day off on tues. hopefully hopefully this car called
life has a nice and small turning radius cause im hoping for a 360 in
my mood by then!!!. Night all.
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| Gone for the next week, see you all later.
also for those interested i need a response on the carbon leaf concert,
and finally i want to get the 311 tickets soon so start verifying your
interest to go now.
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